HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SAMI!!@$#@%!#$^#@!* ...well in 45 minutes hahaha Hope you have a great birthday, luv ya! - C
Monday, July 30, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Hmm... that's interesante
Post in the comments why your favorite character is your favorite... cuz I wanna know why and also I noticed a lot of ppl like Chris so I was wondering why that is also... gracias!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
New secret posted on my secret blog....
Check out the secret on Behind the Blog this might help and make things fall into place easier.
Monday, July 23, 2007
The Lyrics in Life 8
Well here's the next installment to my surprisingly popular now best-selling (lol it's free) novel. What you've been waiting for... to find out what Ava will do. What will she do? Will she... ok haha I'll just start typing =] haha and stop the rambling
continued...
That night, I went to sleep with so many unanswered questions and a horrible feeling in my gut.
- Why did Josh have to ditch me, and not tell me what he was thinking?
- Why did I have to go in the hall and bump into Chris?
- Why did I have to agree to dance with him?
- Why, oh why, does he have to be so darn cuh-ute?
- Why did he have to kiss me?
- Why did he kiss me?
- Why did it seem as though both Amanda and Josh were mad at me?
- Was Amanda not telling me something?
- Was Josh not telling me something?
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I slept in late since it was a Saturday... and because I couldn't get out of bed. I just didn't have enough will power to get out of bed, knowing how much drama I'd have to deal with. Finally at 11:30 I decided I had to get up or my parents would know something's wrong. I didn't even bother getting dressed. What was the point, if I didn't plan on leaving the house? I walked into the kitchen, still in my pajamas, and took a seat at the dinner table. My mom was doing the dishes.
"What's wrong, sweetheart?
"Nothing," I said with a smile, "Why would you think that?"
"Because you're usually up before 9:30 and you're still in your PJ's."
"Oh," I replied, as though I didn't realize that. Even though I totally did.
"Well whatever it is, don't let it make you forget about about our dinner plans for tonight. Ya know, with the Landrys.
"Oh my gosh! I forgot!"
How could I forget we were having Josh's family over for dinner tonight, I thought as I ran in my room; and locked myself in, as though that were going to lock out all my problems.
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I spent all day in my room, and I planned to stay there for as long as possible. I looked at my phone. Five missed calls. Three from Josh. Two from Amanda. Nine new text messages. Four from both Josh and Amanda, and one from... Chris.
I opened the message from Chris.
y did u run last night? maybe we can hang out this weekend
Oh surrre, I thought. Not! I first had to figure out what was up with Josh and Amanda before I screwed anything else up.
I opened the messages from Amanda.
hi
------
pick up ur fone
------
we need to talk
------
hello?
I opened the messages from Josh.
hey
------
we need to talk
------
well we have the dinner thing tonight
------
I'll ttyl
Well looks like one thing was the same, they both wanted to talk to me... But only one would get the chance... Josh.
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Ding Dong! Oh gawd... the fateful doorbell. I straightened my small black cocktail dress. The hem line was about half-way in between my hips and my knees. It was perfect 'cause then it wasn't too short or too long. The straight neck line was low... but not too reevealing. I turned the knob, and slowly opened the door. There was Mr. and Mrs. Landry, Jen (16), Trevor (12), and Gabriella a.k.a. Ella (10), and ahvcourse Josh.
"Come on in!" I held the door open and greeted them. "Their here!" I screamed.
One by one they walked in. I turned away when Josh spoke to me. Not 'cause I wanted to be mean, but because I didn't know if I could hold back the tears if I looked at him. Trevor ran off to hang with Dash, and Ella ran of to play with Delilah. Jen was talking to my mom about school and the new fashions, ya know the usual. Josh walked up to me, but I couldn't look him in the eye so I just kept staring at my feet.
"Hi." He almost whispered, in a low and soft voice.
I looked up at him. Big mistake, but I did.
"Hey," I mumbled.
"Look can we talk? I just wanna talk to you."
"Sure, why don't we go to the backyard for some privacy."
We walked out on the porch in the backyard. I sat on the bench swing. He sat next to me. It was a beautiful summer night.
"I wanted to let you know," he said. "I was kinda surprised when you kissed Chris last night."
"Oh... yeah..." I stared at my hands in my lap.
"And also I asked Amanda out again, last night... and she said yes."
My heart stopped. It felt like someone had just ripped my heart out.
"What?"
"She finally said yes. And our first date is tomorrow at 7 we're seeing a movie."
"Whoa wait what happened to liking Nikki?" I asked, just trying to find something that might make this untrue... like this wasn't happening. But it was.
"I don't know... I mean she's cute but I think she was just an excuse to get Amanda of my mind, ya know?"
"Oh... yeah."
"So I guess you and Chris are going out now?"
"What?" Right before I said no... the little devil on my shoulder spoke up. "Oh yeahh, we are, I thought maybe I'd give him another chance."
"Oh? Oh. Umm... that's cool, I guess..."
"Yeah. It's getting kinda cold out here why don't we go inside," I recommended.
"Yeah." He agreed, even though we both knew it wasn't even close to cold it was the perfect summer night.
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All night I couldn't stop thinking about Josh and Amanda. Oh and not to forget my new boyfriend, Chris. Later after the Landrys left, I reopened the text message from Chris, and hit reply.
heyyy I'd lovve to do something this weekend how about tomorrow movies at 7?
A couple minutes later, he answered back.
cool it's a date then
Oh yess... it is a date, I thought. And isn't a coincidence that we just might see Josh and Amanda there?
"Whatever" by Jordan Pruitt
I thought she was such a good friend of mine,
but lately she's driving me crazy.
She keeps saying that I already crossed the line,
by spending time with who she's dating. Whatever.
I don't think she understands who I am,
Or cares about what she's breaking.
I'm so fed up and I wanna scream,
Cause I'm sick of her jealousy.
But she won't let it go,
So I gotta try to show that I won't let it bother me.
I can't pretend that it doesn't ever bother me.
All this stressing, negativity.
I feel so misunderstood,
I only wish I could change the
way she feels about me...
continued...
That night, I went to sleep with so many unanswered questions and a horrible feeling in my gut.
- Why did Josh have to ditch me, and not tell me what he was thinking?
- Why did I have to go in the hall and bump into Chris?
- Why did I have to agree to dance with him?
- Why, oh why, does he have to be so darn cuh-ute?
- Why did he have to kiss me?
- Why did he kiss me?
- Why did it seem as though both Amanda and Josh were mad at me?
- Was Amanda not telling me something?
- Was Josh not telling me something?
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I slept in late since it was a Saturday... and because I couldn't get out of bed. I just didn't have enough will power to get out of bed, knowing how much drama I'd have to deal with. Finally at 11:30 I decided I had to get up or my parents would know something's wrong. I didn't even bother getting dressed. What was the point, if I didn't plan on leaving the house? I walked into the kitchen, still in my pajamas, and took a seat at the dinner table. My mom was doing the dishes.
"What's wrong, sweetheart?
"Nothing," I said with a smile, "Why would you think that?"
"Because you're usually up before 9:30 and you're still in your PJ's."
"Oh," I replied, as though I didn't realize that. Even though I totally did.
"Well whatever it is, don't let it make you forget about about our dinner plans for tonight. Ya know, with the Landrys.
"Oh my gosh! I forgot!"
How could I forget we were having Josh's family over for dinner tonight, I thought as I ran in my room; and locked myself in, as though that were going to lock out all my problems.
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I spent all day in my room, and I planned to stay there for as long as possible. I looked at my phone. Five missed calls. Three from Josh. Two from Amanda. Nine new text messages. Four from both Josh and Amanda, and one from... Chris.
I opened the message from Chris.
y did u run last night? maybe we can hang out this weekend
Oh surrre, I thought. Not! I first had to figure out what was up with Josh and Amanda before I screwed anything else up.
I opened the messages from Amanda.
hi
------
pick up ur fone
------
we need to talk
------
hello?
I opened the messages from Josh.
hey
------
we need to talk
------
well we have the dinner thing tonight
------
I'll ttyl
Well looks like one thing was the same, they both wanted to talk to me... But only one would get the chance... Josh.
________________________________________________________
Ding Dong! Oh gawd... the fateful doorbell. I straightened my small black cocktail dress. The hem line was about half-way in between my hips and my knees. It was perfect 'cause then it wasn't too short or too long. The straight neck line was low... but not too reevealing. I turned the knob, and slowly opened the door. There was Mr. and Mrs. Landry, Jen (16), Trevor (12), and Gabriella a.k.a. Ella (10), and ahvcourse Josh.
"Come on in!" I held the door open and greeted them. "Their here!" I screamed.
One by one they walked in. I turned away when Josh spoke to me. Not 'cause I wanted to be mean, but because I didn't know if I could hold back the tears if I looked at him. Trevor ran off to hang with Dash, and Ella ran of to play with Delilah. Jen was talking to my mom about school and the new fashions, ya know the usual. Josh walked up to me, but I couldn't look him in the eye so I just kept staring at my feet.
"Hi." He almost whispered, in a low and soft voice.
I looked up at him. Big mistake, but I did.
"Hey," I mumbled.
"Look can we talk? I just wanna talk to you."
"Sure, why don't we go to the backyard for some privacy."
We walked out on the porch in the backyard. I sat on the bench swing. He sat next to me. It was a beautiful summer night.
"I wanted to let you know," he said. "I was kinda surprised when you kissed Chris last night."
"Oh... yeah..." I stared at my hands in my lap.
"And also I asked Amanda out again, last night... and she said yes."
My heart stopped. It felt like someone had just ripped my heart out.
"What?"
"She finally said yes. And our first date is tomorrow at 7 we're seeing a movie."
"Whoa wait what happened to liking Nikki?" I asked, just trying to find something that might make this untrue... like this wasn't happening. But it was.
"I don't know... I mean she's cute but I think she was just an excuse to get Amanda of my mind, ya know?"
"Oh... yeah."
"So I guess you and Chris are going out now?"
"What?" Right before I said no... the little devil on my shoulder spoke up. "Oh yeahh, we are, I thought maybe I'd give him another chance."
"Oh? Oh. Umm... that's cool, I guess..."
"Yeah. It's getting kinda cold out here why don't we go inside," I recommended.
"Yeah." He agreed, even though we both knew it wasn't even close to cold it was the perfect summer night.
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All night I couldn't stop thinking about Josh and Amanda. Oh and not to forget my new boyfriend, Chris. Later after the Landrys left, I reopened the text message from Chris, and hit reply.
heyyy I'd lovve to do something this weekend how about tomorrow movies at 7?
A couple minutes later, he answered back.
cool it's a date then
Oh yess... it is a date, I thought. And isn't a coincidence that we just might see Josh and Amanda there?
"Whatever" by Jordan Pruitt
I thought she was such a good friend of mine,
but lately she's driving me crazy.
She keeps saying that I already crossed the line,
by spending time with who she's dating. Whatever.
I don't think she understands who I am,
Or cares about what she's breaking.
I'm so fed up and I wanna scream,
Cause I'm sick of her jealousy.
But she won't let it go,
So I gotta try to show that I won't let it bother me.
I can't pretend that it doesn't ever bother me.
All this stressing, negativity.
I feel so misunderstood,
I only wish I could change the
way she feels about me...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
The Lyrics in Life 7
I'm at tiffany's... once again haha well here I go... like I promised one chapter a day so here I gooo....
continued...
I walked into the decked out living room, and instantly felt the energetic surge overcome me. After finding Amanda and the gang, we began to dance the night away. Josh seemed to be ignoring me... and Chris seemed to be... trying to get closer?
"I lovvve this song!!" I shouted over "Sandstorm".
"I know me too!! And that guy seems to be, too..." Amanda was staring behind me. "Who is that? He's hottt. Two syllable hot."
I glanced behind me. Of all people, it had to be Chris.
"Haha yeahh... except for the fact that that's... CHRIS!" I replied.
"Chris... Chris Motors? The one you went out with in seventh grade?"
"*sigh* yeahh..."
"Oh... well then, I mean, well... he's cute now!!"
Chris turned around and stared me straight in the eye like he could somehow tell I was talking about him. I looked away. Spinning back to face Amanda, I said, "Sure he's cute... but-" Amanda interrupted me.
"Eh hem... Ava..."
"What? ... oh gawd he's right behind me huh?"
Amanda nodded. I spun around to find Chris' face only inches from mine.
"So... I'm cute?"
"Hehe yeahh... about that..."
"Cute enough to dance with?"
He shot me a heart-melting grin, I couldn't refuse.
"Yes." I returned the super unforgettable smile.
I followed him out to the middle of the dance floor. And I don't know what happened to me, maybe the music just took control. I had sooo much fun dancing with him. I felt bad, about ya know... Josh. But it's not like Josh and I were ever a thing, or ever gonna be a thing. He seemed to be making it pretty clear that we're just friends. I can't wait for eternity, just hoping that out of the blue Josh suddenly loves me with all his heart. One minute we're dancing, the next minute we're dancing closer. I was dancing, maybe too close to him, but what happened next, I was not prepared for at all.
He bent down and kissed me. I didn't stop kissing him... it was just to overwhelming to stop. His lips were so soft against mine. The second his lips touched mine, it was like a reflex for my eyes to close. But when I opened them, what I saw was even more astonishing than him kissing me. It was the reaction of... Josh and Amanda. It was like the same look could have been plastered on both of their faces, almost duplicates. I pulled away from him, quick. I looked at Josh. Then at Amanda. Then at Chris.
"Look I'm sorry," I said to Chris, "I can't do this."
"Hey baby, don't speak." He pressed his finger over my lips, and pulled me closer.
"Don't." I pulled away from him and ran as fast as I could in satin pumps, all the way home. And didn't look back.
"Runaway" by Cartel
Face down; this is where it leads you - too far.
Buried covered now, you'll find peace - in the earth aground.
Stop now, there's no point in breathing - it's not allowed.
On the surface, how can you find - reason to move on?
Until then you can runaway.
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best;
I know you get what you get
you get what you deserve.
Hush now, don't say a word - it's out in the open,
And tell me how can you deal with all this weight?
Speak now, you must have a secret kept down,
Down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.
Until then you can runaway,
Do your best to hide your face.
continued...
I walked into the decked out living room, and instantly felt the energetic surge overcome me. After finding Amanda and the gang, we began to dance the night away. Josh seemed to be ignoring me... and Chris seemed to be... trying to get closer?
"I lovvve this song!!" I shouted over "Sandstorm".
"I know me too!! And that guy seems to be, too..." Amanda was staring behind me. "Who is that? He's hottt. Two syllable hot."
I glanced behind me. Of all people, it had to be Chris.
"Haha yeahh... except for the fact that that's... CHRIS!" I replied.
"Chris... Chris Motors? The one you went out with in seventh grade?"
"*sigh* yeahh..."
"Oh... well then, I mean, well... he's cute now!!"
Chris turned around and stared me straight in the eye like he could somehow tell I was talking about him. I looked away. Spinning back to face Amanda, I said, "Sure he's cute... but-" Amanda interrupted me.
"Eh hem... Ava..."
"What? ... oh gawd he's right behind me huh?"
Amanda nodded. I spun around to find Chris' face only inches from mine.
"So... I'm cute?"
"Hehe yeahh... about that..."
"Cute enough to dance with?"
He shot me a heart-melting grin, I couldn't refuse.
"Yes." I returned the super unforgettable smile.
I followed him out to the middle of the dance floor. And I don't know what happened to me, maybe the music just took control. I had sooo much fun dancing with him. I felt bad, about ya know... Josh. But it's not like Josh and I were ever a thing, or ever gonna be a thing. He seemed to be making it pretty clear that we're just friends. I can't wait for eternity, just hoping that out of the blue Josh suddenly loves me with all his heart. One minute we're dancing, the next minute we're dancing closer. I was dancing, maybe too close to him, but what happened next, I was not prepared for at all.
He bent down and kissed me. I didn't stop kissing him... it was just to overwhelming to stop. His lips were so soft against mine. The second his lips touched mine, it was like a reflex for my eyes to close. But when I opened them, what I saw was even more astonishing than him kissing me. It was the reaction of... Josh and Amanda. It was like the same look could have been plastered on both of their faces, almost duplicates. I pulled away from him, quick. I looked at Josh. Then at Amanda. Then at Chris.
"Look I'm sorry," I said to Chris, "I can't do this."
"Hey baby, don't speak." He pressed his finger over my lips, and pulled me closer.
"Don't." I pulled away from him and ran as fast as I could in satin pumps, all the way home. And didn't look back.
"Runaway" by Cartel
Face down; this is where it leads you - too far.
Buried covered now, you'll find peace - in the earth aground.
Stop now, there's no point in breathing - it's not allowed.
On the surface, how can you find - reason to move on?
Until then you can runaway.
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best;
I know you get what you get
you get what you deserve.
Hush now, don't say a word - it's out in the open,
And tell me how can you deal with all this weight?
Speak now, you must have a secret kept down,
Down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.
Until then you can runaway,
Do your best to hide your face.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
The Lyrics in Life 6
Sorry about this... but I was really busy today so this chapter is probably gonna be shorter than my other chapters, I mean come on give an author a break it's like 11:30 right now and my party guests just left and I'm really tired from running around being the perfect party host so... work with me here. =] Gracias
continued...
"AHHHHHHH!!!!! OHHH MY GOSHHHH!!!! AVAAAAA!!!! YOUR HEEE-ERRR" my friends screamed like crazed fans when my dad's pristine Black Range Rover pulled up and dropped me off at the Shorn's residence. My dad was giving me the typical run-down on what and what not to do at a house party... and of course the ahbvious reminders...
"Now remember your mom has some difficulty with directions."
"I knowww...."
"Especially at night..." He mumbled.
"Haha I know dad."
Outside the fanatic and cuh-razyy friends began their screaming. A few of them even ran up to my car window. I opened my door to my ah-doring populace.
"Remember *scream* mom *shriek* picking *shout "Ava"* .... I think I'll just let *music from inside* go"
"Haha THANKS DAD, I'LL SEE YOU TONIGHT... ya I know I'm coming just hold on... I LOVE YOU BYE!!" I shouted over the mixture of music, screaming, and occasional "come on". I didn't even wait for the car to pull away. I ran inside the house with Graci Shorn (the party host), Amanda, Tiffany, Sara, Taylor, and Chloe... well those were the people I could see. Anyways it's Graci's 14th Summer Birthday Bash. Ehhvverryone's there. I mean everyone, the place was packed. I was wearing the most gorgeous dress anyone's deprived eyes have ever seen. A soft rose pink lace babydoll dress... what more can a girl do to look stunningly beautiful. Now this was an occasion for makeup ;D When they say dressed to impress... oh I was beyond that I was dressed and prepared for gawks and stares. After my share of hugs went around, the official dress-check began.
"OhEmGee... that dress is fiiiinne." Taylor said like she was stating the ahbvious... well, she was :D hehe.
"I knoww. Seriously Ava that dress is ah-dorable!" Amanda added, like the supporting friend she is.
"Really... that dress is really pretty. Where'd you get it?" Tiffany asked, with genuine curiosity, unlike some girls who just ask to "seem" nice.
"Umm... I can't remember." I lied. "Haha it's an old dress, I just don't get a lot of use out of it." I lied again. To tell you the truth, I just bought it. And technically it is old just... it wasn't mine before. I found it at the nearest Goodwill and "fixed" it up. I'm majorly creative when it comes to fashion.
"Oh. Well, come on girls I see some guys over there just waiting to be danced with!" Amanda suggested, or more like directed. We followed her to the living room, which had been cleared off all it's furniture. The lights had been dimmed and a few colorful flashy lights had been added for the dancey vibe.
"Wow, Graci. Lovvve the decor, it's super tight."
"Thankss," she purred. "It took a lot of time to make this set up."
"I'll bet..." I said, my voice trailing off while I looked around the room. I spotted a couple of cute guys but one guy stood out more than everyone else. Wanna guess who? I'd like to guess too. Bet you thought I was going to say Josh, but this guy was definitely not Josh, 'cause even I didn't know him... and I know almost everyone. Ooo... but speaking of Josh... I walked over to Josh.
"Hey."
"Hey Ava." He said as he once again embraced me in a warm hug. I could smell, he had just taken a shower... probably just got back from football practice too. If he hadn't taken a shower, I wouldn't be hugging him. Trust me, I love him... maybe not that much, haha. I sighed, you would too if you felt like you were in heaven.
"Is something wrong?" He sounded concerned.
"Huh? Wha- ohh haha no."
"Oh. Ok... umm Ava?"
I looked up at him. Deep into his eyes.
"Yes?"
"Come on, you wanna go get a soda or something?"
"Umm... sure." I said unsure. He was acting kinda strange. We walked into the kitchen he opened the ice chest and pulled out to Sierra Mists. He opened and handed one to me.
"Thanks."
"Umm... Ava?"
"Yes?"
Again I looked up at him. His eyes were glowing. They flickered with life, with love. Oh how I wished he were mine.
"I've been wanting to tell you... for a while now."
"Yes?"
We were standing in the kitchen all alone. I could hear "The Way I Are" by Timbaland playing out in the living room. That is like my jaaammm. I should so be dancing to this, I thought. Oh but it can wait... for Josh.
"Well..."
Bam. The door swung open.
"Heyyy man, there ya are! We've been looking all over for ya!" Chase let out, panting. (Most likely from dancing)
"Oh... yeah I'm coming." Josh turned to me. His brown eyes' energy slowly decreasing. "I'll tell ya later."
"Oh. Ok." Just like that he walked out. What the heck! What was that! He totally just blew me off!! >=[ *sigh* I threw the newly opened Sierra Mist in the trash and walked into the hall, which was thankfully empty. I slumped against the wall. I quickly jumped up when the bathroom door opened, and that guy I saw earlier dancing walked out. Oh wow. He was soo much cuter up close. And he took my mind off Josh for the moment.
"Heyy... do I know you?" He asked.
I looked down the hall toward him. He did look faintly familiar.
"Umm I don't think so..."
"Haha oh well I just thought that.... wait a minute... Canturn? Ava Canturn her hips?"
What? What was he talking about... Canturn, my last name... oh my gawdd... it can't be...
"Motor mouth?"
"Haha Ava... wow you've... changed."
"Chyeah... you too Chris."
"I haven't seen you since... well, ya know..."
"We broke up. It's ok to say it. It was like 2 years ago."
"I know, I just didn't know if you were ok with it."
"Me? Last time I checked I broke up with you." I said, amazed that Chris Motors could be that vain. No, you know what? What is even sadder, is that I wasn't surprised...
"Yeah, you did... and I accepted it, but..." He looked at me. Oh he couldn't be thinking of trying to go out with me again...
"We're older now, and we've both changed. So..."
"Hey. Look I've got a friend's birthday to celebrate so... I'll see you around." I turned my back, and for the first time that day I felt good. Good, about myself.
"Flattery" by Aly & AJ
Please don't flatter yourself
You're not the only one
This heart has ever felt
Please don't exaggerate
Don't tell me you're okay, okay, okay
I will admit it, if you admit it
It's harder then we both thought
It's easier to fall apart
Look where we are
I can't forgive it
I can't forget it
You've left me here with all these scars
And you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms
continued...
"AHHHHHHH!!!!! OHHH MY GOSHHHH!!!! AVAAAAA!!!! YOUR HEEE-ERRR" my friends screamed like crazed fans when my dad's pristine Black Range Rover pulled up and dropped me off at the Shorn's residence. My dad was giving me the typical run-down on what and what not to do at a house party... and of course the ahbvious reminders...
"Now remember your mom has some difficulty with directions."
"I knowww...."
"Especially at night..." He mumbled.
"Haha I know dad."
Outside the fanatic and cuh-razyy friends began their screaming. A few of them even ran up to my car window. I opened my door to my ah-doring populace.
"Remember *scream* mom *shriek* picking *shout "Ava"* .... I think I'll just let *music from inside* go"
"Haha THANKS DAD, I'LL SEE YOU TONIGHT... ya I know I'm coming just hold on... I LOVE YOU BYE!!" I shouted over the mixture of music, screaming, and occasional "come on". I didn't even wait for the car to pull away. I ran inside the house with Graci Shorn (the party host), Amanda, Tiffany, Sara, Taylor, and Chloe... well those were the people I could see. Anyways it's Graci's 14th Summer Birthday Bash. Ehhvverryone's there. I mean everyone, the place was packed. I was wearing the most gorgeous dress anyone's deprived eyes have ever seen. A soft rose pink lace babydoll dress... what more can a girl do to look stunningly beautiful. Now this was an occasion for makeup ;D When they say dressed to impress... oh I was beyond that I was dressed and prepared for gawks and stares. After my share of hugs went around, the official dress-check began.
"OhEmGee... that dress is fiiiinne." Taylor said like she was stating the ahbvious... well, she was :D hehe.
"I knoww. Seriously Ava that dress is ah-dorable!" Amanda added, like the supporting friend she is.
"Really... that dress is really pretty. Where'd you get it?" Tiffany asked, with genuine curiosity, unlike some girls who just ask to "seem" nice.
"Umm... I can't remember." I lied. "Haha it's an old dress, I just don't get a lot of use out of it." I lied again. To tell you the truth, I just bought it. And technically it is old just... it wasn't mine before. I found it at the nearest Goodwill and "fixed" it up. I'm majorly creative when it comes to fashion.
"Oh. Well, come on girls I see some guys over there just waiting to be danced with!" Amanda suggested, or more like directed. We followed her to the living room, which had been cleared off all it's furniture. The lights had been dimmed and a few colorful flashy lights had been added for the dancey vibe.
"Wow, Graci. Lovvve the decor, it's super tight."
"Thankss," she purred. "It took a lot of time to make this set up."
"I'll bet..." I said, my voice trailing off while I looked around the room. I spotted a couple of cute guys but one guy stood out more than everyone else. Wanna guess who? I'd like to guess too. Bet you thought I was going to say Josh, but this guy was definitely not Josh, 'cause even I didn't know him... and I know almost everyone. Ooo... but speaking of Josh... I walked over to Josh.
"Hey."
"Hey Ava." He said as he once again embraced me in a warm hug. I could smell, he had just taken a shower... probably just got back from football practice too. If he hadn't taken a shower, I wouldn't be hugging him. Trust me, I love him... maybe not that much, haha. I sighed, you would too if you felt like you were in heaven.
"Is something wrong?" He sounded concerned.
"Huh? Wha- ohh haha no."
"Oh. Ok... umm Ava?"
I looked up at him. Deep into his eyes.
"Yes?"
"Come on, you wanna go get a soda or something?"
"Umm... sure." I said unsure. He was acting kinda strange. We walked into the kitchen he opened the ice chest and pulled out to Sierra Mists. He opened and handed one to me.
"Thanks."
"Umm... Ava?"
"Yes?"
Again I looked up at him. His eyes were glowing. They flickered with life, with love. Oh how I wished he were mine.
"I've been wanting to tell you... for a while now."
"Yes?"
We were standing in the kitchen all alone. I could hear "The Way I Are" by Timbaland playing out in the living room. That is like my jaaammm. I should so be dancing to this, I thought. Oh but it can wait... for Josh.
"Well..."
Bam. The door swung open.
"Heyyy man, there ya are! We've been looking all over for ya!" Chase let out, panting. (Most likely from dancing)
"Oh... yeah I'm coming." Josh turned to me. His brown eyes' energy slowly decreasing. "I'll tell ya later."
"Oh. Ok." Just like that he walked out. What the heck! What was that! He totally just blew me off!! >=[ *sigh* I threw the newly opened Sierra Mist in the trash and walked into the hall, which was thankfully empty. I slumped against the wall. I quickly jumped up when the bathroom door opened, and that guy I saw earlier dancing walked out. Oh wow. He was soo much cuter up close. And he took my mind off Josh for the moment.
"Heyy... do I know you?" He asked.
I looked down the hall toward him. He did look faintly familiar.
"Umm I don't think so..."
"Haha oh well I just thought that.... wait a minute... Canturn? Ava Canturn her hips?"
What? What was he talking about... Canturn, my last name... oh my gawdd... it can't be...
"Motor mouth?"
"Haha Ava... wow you've... changed."
"Chyeah... you too Chris."
"I haven't seen you since... well, ya know..."
"We broke up. It's ok to say it. It was like 2 years ago."
"I know, I just didn't know if you were ok with it."
"Me? Last time I checked I broke up with you." I said, amazed that Chris Motors could be that vain. No, you know what? What is even sadder, is that I wasn't surprised...
"Yeah, you did... and I accepted it, but..." He looked at me. Oh he couldn't be thinking of trying to go out with me again...
"We're older now, and we've both changed. So..."
"Hey. Look I've got a friend's birthday to celebrate so... I'll see you around." I turned my back, and for the first time that day I felt good. Good, about myself.
"Flattery" by Aly & AJ
Please don't flatter yourself
You're not the only one
This heart has ever felt
Please don't exaggerate
Don't tell me you're okay, okay, okay
I will admit it, if you admit it
It's harder then we both thought
It's easier to fall apart
Look where we are
I can't forgive it
I can't forget it
You've left me here with all these scars
And you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms
FOOTBALL is here again... =D
Yess... it's that time again. The Football season for Junior All - American Football is starting again. Practice begins this week =] just thought I'd let ya know not that you need to know... unless your Nicole hahaha yeah unless your Nicole (check out her blog here, it's new) http://niiikkkiiii.blogspot.com
Friday, July 20, 2007
The Lyrics in Life 5
Turns out I fell asleep when I was laying there listening to "Things I'll Never Say" by Avril Lavigne on repeat. Hahaha! Reallll smooooth, right?
"Hey Ava. Ava? Ava?!"
Josh lifted my sunglasses only to see my closed eyelids. No blue eyelids or purple or whatever. I don't tend to wear that much makeup... I just don't see the point on putting it on everyday. Sure I don't have a problem with makeup on a special occasion but other than that I'll live with my trusty Burt Bee's chapstick or Hard Candy lip gloss.
He shook my shoulders.
"AVA??"
I opened my eyes with Josh leaning over me and his hands on my shoulders. I thought for surrrree that he was gonna kiss me now, so I closed my eyes again. But instead of feeling the sweet touch from his luscious lips, I felt the release from my shoulders and him getting off me.
"Come on, Ava. I gotta get going it's already four o'clock, and practice starts at five."
"Huh? Oh yeahhh... right. Ok well..."
"Yeah so I'm going ok?"
Josh hopped on his bike.
"Oh. Umm... yeah." I said while I was getting up. I walked over to him, and he wrapped his arms around me. Locked in a hug, I wanted to last forever, he said, "I'll talk to ya later k?" And with the end of his sentence, came the end of the hug...
"Yeah," I said, with the least bit of disappointment. Even though I was more disappointed than a front row, ah-doring fan finding out a concert had just been cancelled.
See, now I don't know how to feel when he does this kind of stuff. He's leaving. I'm sad. He hugs me. I'm happy. So should my feelings be balancing out or something? 'Cause I can assure you that's not how it feels. For some reason I think the sadness overwhelms the happiness, unfortunately. Like I said before, I hate it when he does this...
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I pulled into the driveway on my skateboard. What... is that what I think it is? Yessssss... It's Amanda's bike! I walked in the front door to the living room. Amanda and Delilah were sitting on the couch watching the Simpsons; the episode with the Screamapillar.
"Heyyy!" I said, as I walked in dropped my helmet on the floor and stepped out of my flip flops.
"Hey Ava!" Amanda jumped up, ran over and gave me a biggg hug. "I haven't seen you in like foreverrr. I decided to ride my bike over so we could hang out."
"Haha yeahh foreverrr... Amanda it's been 3 days."
"Heyy... 3 days is a long time ok?"
We both began to walk to my room laughing. I love Amanda! We are huh-larious together... well and apart but were funnier together.
"So where were ya?"
"Oh I was just hanging out with Josh at the beach," I said while I set my purse down on my bed and put my iPod in my iHome.
"Josh? Ava... I'm telling you, you two should just go out and be done with it." Amanda let out a chuckle as she lay down on my magazine and clothes infested bed.
"Ewwwww... no." I retorted. Hehe... by the way, did I tell you although I tell Amanda everything, I didn't tell her everything. Well, let's just say I haven't told her I about Josh... yet.
"Oh puh-leez Ava! Who are you trying to kid, everyone can see it. And I'm not just anyone. I'm your bestestestest friend, and trust me, I can see it."
"Well then I guess you're losing your Spidey Senses 'cause I'm not just anyone either. Last time I checked, about 3 seconds ago, I'm Ava. And I think if anyone knew if Ava liked someone, it would be Ava... right?"
"Yeah... but... ugh fine. But I'm telling you..."
"Haha whatever." And with that I turned on my iHome letting it begin all it's glory in music playing. Out blasted "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne.
"Hey here's your song, Ava," Amanda snickered.
"What? Why is this my song?" I gave her a befuddled look. Then a frustrated look.
"Ha. Ha. Your sooo funny, Amanda."
"Hahahaha! What? It's truuueee you want to be Josh's girlfriend right?"
"Hahaha... no. I think I'll change the song now." I gave her a grin, of course a sarcastic one.
Quickly I flipped to a song that she couldn't relate to me and Josh, guaranteed. "Lip Gloss" by Lil Mama. The strong beat, blared through the speakers. Now I hate lying to Amanda... but she wouldn't understand. I know what you're thinking, well she seemed to understand without you telling her. But it's not like that. She thinks I spend more time with him than with her, and she isn't very fond of him... to say the least. So no one knows I like Josh. Ok so people may know... but I haven't told anyone.
"Ooooo Ava take a look at this!" Amanda pointed to something in Seventeen Magazine. I crawled over and read: Chemistry? It was one of those quiz thingies. "Alright number one..." Amanda began, "When he sits next to you in your bio class and his knee brushes against yours does he... A. quickly move his leg so their not touching B. blushes, moves his leg and says sorry C. leaves his leg there even though both of you know it's there?"
"Ummm C." I decided. Well it's true. Josh used to sit next to me in Bio, yes Bio, and that happened all the time... but since this happened when I didn't know I liked him, it meant nothing... at the time.
"Ok..." She said, while she circled something. "Number twooo. When he leaves you or you and a group of people he... A. says bye then leaves B. says it was really great seeing you C. hugs you?"
"..... C... again haha."
"Number three, do you think you give him enough hints for him to know that you're into him? A. no... B. maybe C. yes!"
"Hmm... B."
"Last question, number ten, in front of others he's... A. afraid to talk to you B. afraid to show affection towards you C. neither he'll do both!"
"Uhh... C."
"K so now I tally the score and it says... ooieeee you two are on fiyah! With the chemistry between you two, it's surprising you two aren't going out. He isn't afraid to let you know he's into you. And you're also letting it show. The of you are defintitely sparking with chemistry so maybe you two should try and give it a go. Hmmm... and what guy are you referring to?"
"I dunno, m-my dream guy?" I stuttered. Technically I wasn't lying. My dream guy is Josh... so...
"Ooo I lovvvee this song! Turn it up!" Amanda shrieked.
I spun the volume wheel on the iHome till it went up to 35.
"Bullseye" by Aly & A.J.
I'm surprised the way you affect me
Like an arrow penetrating my heart
Naturally you seem to just get me
So obviously you're pretty smart
HA HA HA!
I like the way you're all dressed up, messed up
I like the way you don't care
I was assertive that you'd ring my bell, but
Then you whispered in my ear
You hit the bullseye baby
You hit the bullseye baby
Now I'm into you crazy
You know ya hit the mark
Don't know how you got me started
I'm not an easy target, HIT!
You hit the bullseye
You hit my heart
You didn't ask me for my number
Wait, you didn't ask me for my number?
I like the fact that, you didn't ask that
Cause you already got my number huh?
"Hey Ava. Ava? Ava?!"
Josh lifted my sunglasses only to see my closed eyelids. No blue eyelids or purple or whatever. I don't tend to wear that much makeup... I just don't see the point on putting it on everyday. Sure I don't have a problem with makeup on a special occasion but other than that I'll live with my trusty Burt Bee's chapstick or Hard Candy lip gloss.
He shook my shoulders.
"AVA??"
I opened my eyes with Josh leaning over me and his hands on my shoulders. I thought for surrrree that he was gonna kiss me now, so I closed my eyes again. But instead of feeling the sweet touch from his luscious lips, I felt the release from my shoulders and him getting off me.
"Come on, Ava. I gotta get going it's already four o'clock, and practice starts at five."
"Huh? Oh yeahhh... right. Ok well..."
"Yeah so I'm going ok?"
Josh hopped on his bike.
"Oh. Umm... yeah." I said while I was getting up. I walked over to him, and he wrapped his arms around me. Locked in a hug, I wanted to last forever, he said, "I'll talk to ya later k?" And with the end of his sentence, came the end of the hug...
"Yeah," I said, with the least bit of disappointment. Even though I was more disappointed than a front row, ah-doring fan finding out a concert had just been cancelled.
See, now I don't know how to feel when he does this kind of stuff. He's leaving. I'm sad. He hugs me. I'm happy. So should my feelings be balancing out or something? 'Cause I can assure you that's not how it feels. For some reason I think the sadness overwhelms the happiness, unfortunately. Like I said before, I hate it when he does this...
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I pulled into the driveway on my skateboard. What... is that what I think it is? Yessssss... It's Amanda's bike! I walked in the front door to the living room. Amanda and Delilah were sitting on the couch watching the Simpsons; the episode with the Screamapillar.
"Heyyy!" I said, as I walked in dropped my helmet on the floor and stepped out of my flip flops.
"Hey Ava!" Amanda jumped up, ran over and gave me a biggg hug. "I haven't seen you in like foreverrr. I decided to ride my bike over so we could hang out."
"Haha yeahh foreverrr... Amanda it's been 3 days."
"Heyy... 3 days is a long time ok?"
We both began to walk to my room laughing. I love Amanda! We are huh-larious together... well and apart but were funnier together.
"So where were ya?"
"Oh I was just hanging out with Josh at the beach," I said while I set my purse down on my bed and put my iPod in my iHome.
"Josh? Ava... I'm telling you, you two should just go out and be done with it." Amanda let out a chuckle as she lay down on my magazine and clothes infested bed.
"Ewwwww... no." I retorted. Hehe... by the way, did I tell you although I tell Amanda everything, I didn't tell her everything. Well, let's just say I haven't told her I about Josh... yet.
"Oh puh-leez Ava! Who are you trying to kid, everyone can see it. And I'm not just anyone. I'm your bestestestest friend, and trust me, I can see it."
"Well then I guess you're losing your Spidey Senses 'cause I'm not just anyone either. Last time I checked, about 3 seconds ago, I'm Ava. And I think if anyone knew if Ava liked someone, it would be Ava... right?"
"Yeah... but... ugh fine. But I'm telling you..."
"Haha whatever." And with that I turned on my iHome letting it begin all it's glory in music playing. Out blasted "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne.
"Hey here's your song, Ava," Amanda snickered.
"What? Why is this my song?" I gave her a befuddled look. Then a frustrated look.
"Ha. Ha. Your sooo funny, Amanda."
"Hahahaha! What? It's truuueee you want to be Josh's girlfriend right?"
"Hahaha... no. I think I'll change the song now." I gave her a grin, of course a sarcastic one.
Quickly I flipped to a song that she couldn't relate to me and Josh, guaranteed. "Lip Gloss" by Lil Mama. The strong beat, blared through the speakers. Now I hate lying to Amanda... but she wouldn't understand. I know what you're thinking, well she seemed to understand without you telling her. But it's not like that. She thinks I spend more time with him than with her, and she isn't very fond of him... to say the least. So no one knows I like Josh. Ok so people may know... but I haven't told anyone.
"Ooooo Ava take a look at this!" Amanda pointed to something in Seventeen Magazine. I crawled over and read: Chemistry? It was one of those quiz thingies. "Alright number one..." Amanda began, "When he sits next to you in your bio class and his knee brushes against yours does he... A. quickly move his leg so their not touching B. blushes, moves his leg and says sorry C. leaves his leg there even though both of you know it's there?"
"Ummm C." I decided. Well it's true. Josh used to sit next to me in Bio, yes Bio, and that happened all the time... but since this happened when I didn't know I liked him, it meant nothing... at the time.
"Ok..." She said, while she circled something. "Number twooo. When he leaves you or you and a group of people he... A. says bye then leaves B. says it was really great seeing you C. hugs you?"
"..... C... again haha."
"Number three, do you think you give him enough hints for him to know that you're into him? A. no... B. maybe C. yes!"
"Hmm... B."
"Last question, number ten, in front of others he's... A. afraid to talk to you B. afraid to show affection towards you C. neither he'll do both!"
"Uhh... C."
"K so now I tally the score and it says... ooieeee you two are on fiyah! With the chemistry between you two, it's surprising you two aren't going out. He isn't afraid to let you know he's into you. And you're also letting it show. The of you are defintitely sparking with chemistry so maybe you two should try and give it a go. Hmmm... and what guy are you referring to?"
"I dunno, m-my dream guy?" I stuttered. Technically I wasn't lying. My dream guy is Josh... so...
"Ooo I lovvvee this song! Turn it up!" Amanda shrieked.
I spun the volume wheel on the iHome till it went up to 35.
"Bullseye" by Aly & A.J.
I'm surprised the way you affect me
Like an arrow penetrating my heart
Naturally you seem to just get me
So obviously you're pretty smart
HA HA HA!
I like the way you're all dressed up, messed up
I like the way you don't care
I was assertive that you'd ring my bell, but
Then you whispered in my ear
You hit the bullseye baby
You hit the bullseye baby
Now I'm into you crazy
You know ya hit the mark
Don't know how you got me started
I'm not an easy target, HIT!
You hit the bullseye
You hit my heart
You didn't ask me for my number
Wait, you didn't ask me for my number?
I like the fact that, you didn't ask that
Cause you already got my number huh?
Thursday, July 19, 2007
New Video Log
I put a new video log thingy at the bottom of the screen it features videos from my youtube account. I don't have that many yet cuz I didn't realize how long it took to download a video on the website. But I'll put more up soon, check em out in the mean time.
The Lyrics in Life 4
Yes. Did I mention the rest of the lyrics...
Shalalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
It's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl
*sigh* Yes... there was no kiss... but he did carry me out of the water. =] Gently he laid me down on my towel. I glanced over and saw Nikki and Sami laying on two hot pink beach towels. Ugh... Why did they have to ruin this for me. Come on I was supposed to go to the beach with Josh without any interruptions. Well I had to keep Josh busy ya know to keep him distracted and away from Nikki. Now that I think about it I doubt she even notices that we're here but that's besides the point. The point is I need to keep him focused. Focused on me. Sounds selfish, but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.
"So... Josh. Wanna play a game?"
He gave me an unsure look, but I only shot back a reassuring one he couldn't refuse.
"Sure" He said. I laid back on my towel. The sun was gleaming in my eyes, I had to squint. Resting my arm over my eyes, I began to speak.
"If you could name the five best qualities about me, what would they be?"
"What? I thought we were gonna play a game." He sounded confused. Well, I guess he should be. I hadn't really explained what the game was, yet.
"We are," I said. "This is the game. I'll ask you any question I want, and then you do the same. You can ask me anything you want."
"Haha anything?" He asked, with that mischievious yet flirty grin.
"Ummm... I'm afraid to agree to this, but yes..."
"Haha ok! What was your question again? Do I think you're hot?"
"Hahahaha! Nooo..."
"Oh well you are... but anyways question?"
I smiled. Omigosh!! Did he just say I'm hottt!! Yayyyy!!! SIGN SIGN!! Total SIGN!! That's a sign right there... right?
"Umm the question was..." I paused for loss train of thought, it's not my fault he's so darn cuh-ute! "If you could name the five best qualities about me, what would they be?"
"Hmmm..." Did I mention he's also cute when he's thinking... :D
"Well, I'd have to say... umm your long blonde hair, your funny sense of humor, your love for football, your kind behavior towards everyone, and your choice in guys."
Whoa whoa whoa wait. Did he just say what I think he said. My choice in guys?? He can't possibly be talking about him... can he??
"Oh? And what guys would you be talking about?" I asked in a joking manner, but in reality I couldn't be more dead serious.
"Well... ya knowww..." His voice trailed off...
"I knowwww... what?"
"Well..."
*DING* Josh's phone blinked. I sat up.
"Oh hold on," He pointed to his phone. "Text."
Ugh! I know it! I just know that if I would've gotten it out of him, he would've said my choice for choosing HIM. Ugh whoever sent that text is really...
"Oh it's a text from Nikki."
"Nikki?" I asked. What the?! It was bad enough that she was even in a 30 foot radius of us, but now she had to actually communicate with us?
"Yeah. Psshhh she thinks were going out."
"Hehe and what would be wrong with that?"
Ok wow now you've really done it, Ava. What are you thinking?! If you slabbed a bumper sticker on my forehead that said "I'm in love with Josh" it'd be less ahbvious. Gawshh.
"Well... umm... there's nothing wrong with it I guess. Except for the fact that were not going out right?"
"Oh yeah. Hehe right."
*sigh* I hate myself. I laid back down, grabbed my iPod and scrolled up to "A".
"Things I'll never say" by Avril Lavigne
I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
These things I’ll never say
Shalalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Ain't that sad
It's such a shame
Too bad, you're gonna miss the girl
*sigh* Yes... there was no kiss... but he did carry me out of the water. =] Gently he laid me down on my towel. I glanced over and saw Nikki and Sami laying on two hot pink beach towels. Ugh... Why did they have to ruin this for me. Come on I was supposed to go to the beach with Josh without any interruptions. Well I had to keep Josh busy ya know to keep him distracted and away from Nikki. Now that I think about it I doubt she even notices that we're here but that's besides the point. The point is I need to keep him focused. Focused on me. Sounds selfish, but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.
"So... Josh. Wanna play a game?"
He gave me an unsure look, but I only shot back a reassuring one he couldn't refuse.
"Sure" He said. I laid back on my towel. The sun was gleaming in my eyes, I had to squint. Resting my arm over my eyes, I began to speak.
"If you could name the five best qualities about me, what would they be?"
"What? I thought we were gonna play a game." He sounded confused. Well, I guess he should be. I hadn't really explained what the game was, yet.
"We are," I said. "This is the game. I'll ask you any question I want, and then you do the same. You can ask me anything you want."
"Haha anything?" He asked, with that mischievious yet flirty grin.
"Ummm... I'm afraid to agree to this, but yes..."
"Haha ok! What was your question again? Do I think you're hot?"
"Hahahaha! Nooo..."
"Oh well you are... but anyways question?"
I smiled. Omigosh!! Did he just say I'm hottt!! Yayyyy!!! SIGN SIGN!! Total SIGN!! That's a sign right there... right?
"Umm the question was..." I paused for loss train of thought, it's not my fault he's so darn cuh-ute! "If you could name the five best qualities about me, what would they be?"
"Hmmm..." Did I mention he's also cute when he's thinking... :D
"Well, I'd have to say... umm your long blonde hair, your funny sense of humor, your love for football, your kind behavior towards everyone, and your choice in guys."
Whoa whoa whoa wait. Did he just say what I think he said. My choice in guys?? He can't possibly be talking about him... can he??
"Oh? And what guys would you be talking about?" I asked in a joking manner, but in reality I couldn't be more dead serious.
"Well... ya knowww..." His voice trailed off...
"I knowwww... what?"
"Well..."
*DING* Josh's phone blinked. I sat up.
"Oh hold on," He pointed to his phone. "Text."
Ugh! I know it! I just know that if I would've gotten it out of him, he would've said my choice for choosing HIM. Ugh whoever sent that text is really...
"Oh it's a text from Nikki."
"Nikki?" I asked. What the?! It was bad enough that she was even in a 30 foot radius of us, but now she had to actually communicate with us?
"Yeah. Psshhh she thinks were going out."
"Hehe and what would be wrong with that?"
Ok wow now you've really done it, Ava. What are you thinking?! If you slabbed a bumper sticker on my forehead that said "I'm in love with Josh" it'd be less ahbvious. Gawshh.
"Well... umm... there's nothing wrong with it I guess. Except for the fact that were not going out right?"
"Oh yeah. Hehe right."
*sigh* I hate myself. I laid back down, grabbed my iPod and scrolled up to "A".
"Things I'll never say" by Avril Lavigne
I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
These things I’ll never say
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
The Lyrics in Life 3
haha I'm at my friends tiffany's house right now and shes watching tv while I right some more
Continued...
"I'm Commander Chuck Street and you're On-Air with Ryan Seacrest on 102.7 KIIS FM"
I flung my hand on the snooze button on my iHome. Slowly turning my head, the time on the clock gradually came into focus. "SEVEN O'CLOCK! Ohhhmyyygawwddd..." I mumbled into my pillow, "It should be illegal for ANYONE to wake up this early!" I moaned and groaned some more till ohhh 7:08 rolled around... well until my body was funtionally capable of getting out of bed. I was just about to get out of bed when my little brother and sister come running in my room. Who knows how they do it, getting up this early in the morning. Delilah and Dashold, what a couple of terrible twins. Ok so their better than most siblings, and I guess I could've been stuck with worse sibs, but sometimes I swear I could testify that they work for the devil. All joking aside, their pretty good kids. Just not this morning, in they come, silly string and all.
"Lila! You ruined it!!!" Shouted Dashold.
"Oh puh-leez! Me? Ruin it? If anything it's you Dash! I mean everytime we're trying to be quiet you go and do something stupid like burp or fart!"
Someone had to step in, I thought. Here goes nothing.
"Ok, ewww gross. That's for starters. And second of all... Dadddaaayyy!!!! Dash and Lila are in my room again!!!!"
"Oh crap." I heard Dash mumble something as he pushed past Delilah, to get out of my room.
"WELL?" I looked at her, standing on a pile of my dirty clothes.
"Ugh!" And with that she was quickly racing behind Dash.
"Boy what a great way to wake up," I said aloud, to no one in particular.
*Bong*
My commputer screen lit up.
WR4Life: good morning sweetie!
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: heyy josh! wu?
WR4Life: eh... nm u?
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: yeah same
WR4Life: wanna go 2 the beach 2day?
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: sure when?
WR4Life: NEtime just b4 FB practice @ 5
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: kk 11?
WR4Life: ok
WR4Life: meet me @ the IN-N-OUT on shore dr.
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: k cya then!
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: luv ya!
WR4Life: ily 2
WR4Life has signed out.
*sigh* It makes me get a tingling inside when I see "ily 2" pop up on the screen, even though I know it's just an "ily" in a brother/sister kind of way. But hey a girl can dream.
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Anyways... I was in the kitchen making two PB & J sandwiches for 2 starving little munchkins, when I looked at the time to see that it's 10:58!! Aww man. I ran to my bedroom slipped into my naval bikini (ya know cute like a sailor) and shorts, grabbed my iPod and purse and was out the door faster than I could say, "Dash and Li! Out of my room now!!" (And trust me I can say that pretty fast, acccounting for the amount of times I say it)
I skateboarded as fast as I could but at 11:06... *DING* Text message from Josh.
hey where r ya?
As fast as my texting fingers could go I replied back:
sry almost there ttys :)
Finally arriving at IN-N-OUT, I saw Josh waiting in front, on his bike.
I don't know... I mean he's not much to look at. But I like him... a lot hehe. Short brown hair, boooorrrrinnnngggg. Brown eyes, you heard my story on that. Well he's tall so I guess that's a plus. Oooo but one things for sure he's got a guh-reatt smile! I mean it should be after all those years with braces. i remember the day he got them off we went all out on all the foods he couldn't eat. But back to the story... IN-N-OUT:
"Hey!"
"Oh, hey Ava!"
"SorryIwaslateIwasmakingasnackforthetwinsand-"
I blurted out. Luckily he had enough common sense to put the kabosh on me right then and there or I could've blurted something stupid. Something I could've regret.
"Haha. It's okaayyy. Geez, calm down Ava. You always seem like you've had one two many Red Bulls. Haha."
"Haha yeahh... and I hate Red Bulls so that's out of the question."
"Haha I know. And I also know you like chocolate shakes!"
With that he pulled a chocolate shake out from behind his back, and handed it to me.
"I thought maybe you'd want one before we head down to the water."
"Ooo yessss!!"
I gave him a big hug!
Yessss. Not only an excuse to give him a hug, but he remembered I like chocolate shakes. And he bought one for me! If this isn't a sign! What is?!?!
"Thank youuu!"
Man, was I relieved to see that shake! Especially after the intense skateboarding jobbie I had just finished to get down here, so quickly. After I finished my shake we headed to the water.
Me + Water = Never coming out.
"Uhh... Ava I'm gonna get out, it's getting kinda cold."
"Aww, Jossshhh. Pleassee staaayyyy."
I ran after him, begging. An unexpected wave crashed on my back and I went tumbling like I was in a washer machine.
Oh gawd I am just like some major klutz that shouldn't be allowed out of her room to see broad day light. I'm constantly making a fool out of-
Just then an arm grabbed me by the waist and pulled me up.
Oh great. The lifeguard had to come and rescue me. How embarrassing... unless he's cute... ;)
Gasping for air, I reached the surface I glanced up to see my rescuers face...
And it was Josh! He had run bacck in to save me! Yippee!!
Hmmm... maybe if I just pretend to be unconscious he'll have to take me to shore and give me mouth to mouth...
"Cough, cough!"
Ugh! Why did I have to have an involuntary cough right then? So much for that plan. Well one good thing was I was sitting in his arms and looking in his eyes. My perfect kiss, in the making.
Life Lyrics...
"Kiss the Girl" by Ashley Tisdale
Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It's possible she wants you too
There's one way to ask her
It don't take a word, not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
Continued...
"I'm Commander Chuck Street and you're On-Air with Ryan Seacrest on 102.7 KIIS FM"
I flung my hand on the snooze button on my iHome. Slowly turning my head, the time on the clock gradually came into focus. "SEVEN O'CLOCK! Ohhhmyyygawwddd..." I mumbled into my pillow, "It should be illegal for ANYONE to wake up this early!" I moaned and groaned some more till ohhh 7:08 rolled around... well until my body was funtionally capable of getting out of bed. I was just about to get out of bed when my little brother and sister come running in my room. Who knows how they do it, getting up this early in the morning. Delilah and Dashold, what a couple of terrible twins. Ok so their better than most siblings, and I guess I could've been stuck with worse sibs, but sometimes I swear I could testify that they work for the devil. All joking aside, their pretty good kids. Just not this morning, in they come, silly string and all.
"Lila! You ruined it!!!" Shouted Dashold.
"Oh puh-leez! Me? Ruin it? If anything it's you Dash! I mean everytime we're trying to be quiet you go and do something stupid like burp or fart!"
Someone had to step in, I thought. Here goes nothing.
"Ok, ewww gross. That's for starters. And second of all... Dadddaaayyy!!!! Dash and Lila are in my room again!!!!"
"Oh crap." I heard Dash mumble something as he pushed past Delilah, to get out of my room.
"WELL?" I looked at her, standing on a pile of my dirty clothes.
"Ugh!" And with that she was quickly racing behind Dash.
"Boy what a great way to wake up," I said aloud, to no one in particular.
*Bong*
My commputer screen lit up.
WR4Life: good morning sweetie!
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: heyy josh! wu?
WR4Life: eh... nm u?
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: yeah same
WR4Life: wanna go 2 the beach 2day?
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: sure when?
WR4Life: NEtime just b4 FB practice @ 5
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: kk 11?
WR4Life: ok
WR4Life: meet me @ the IN-N-OUT on shore dr.
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: k cya then!
Avas_Ya_LiFeSaVa: luv ya!
WR4Life: ily 2
WR4Life has signed out.
*sigh* It makes me get a tingling inside when I see "ily 2" pop up on the screen, even though I know it's just an "ily" in a brother/sister kind of way. But hey a girl can dream.
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Anyways... I was in the kitchen making two PB & J sandwiches for 2 starving little munchkins, when I looked at the time to see that it's 10:58!! Aww man. I ran to my bedroom slipped into my naval bikini (ya know cute like a sailor) and shorts, grabbed my iPod and purse and was out the door faster than I could say, "Dash and Li! Out of my room now!!" (And trust me I can say that pretty fast, acccounting for the amount of times I say it)
I skateboarded as fast as I could but at 11:06... *DING* Text message from Josh.
hey where r ya?
As fast as my texting fingers could go I replied back:
sry almost there ttys :)
Finally arriving at IN-N-OUT, I saw Josh waiting in front, on his bike.
I don't know... I mean he's not much to look at. But I like him... a lot hehe. Short brown hair, boooorrrrinnnngggg. Brown eyes, you heard my story on that. Well he's tall so I guess that's a plus. Oooo but one things for sure he's got a guh-reatt smile! I mean it should be after all those years with braces. i remember the day he got them off we went all out on all the foods he couldn't eat. But back to the story... IN-N-OUT:
"Hey!"
"Oh, hey Ava!"
"SorryIwaslateIwasmakingasnackforthetwinsand-"
I blurted out. Luckily he had enough common sense to put the kabosh on me right then and there or I could've blurted something stupid. Something I could've regret.
"Haha. It's okaayyy. Geez, calm down Ava. You always seem like you've had one two many Red Bulls. Haha."
"Haha yeahh... and I hate Red Bulls so that's out of the question."
"Haha I know. And I also know you like chocolate shakes!"
With that he pulled a chocolate shake out from behind his back, and handed it to me.
"I thought maybe you'd want one before we head down to the water."
"Ooo yessss!!"
I gave him a big hug!
Yessss. Not only an excuse to give him a hug, but he remembered I like chocolate shakes. And he bought one for me! If this isn't a sign! What is?!?!
"Thank youuu!"
Man, was I relieved to see that shake! Especially after the intense skateboarding jobbie I had just finished to get down here, so quickly. After I finished my shake we headed to the water.
Me + Water = Never coming out.
"Uhh... Ava I'm gonna get out, it's getting kinda cold."
"Aww, Jossshhh. Pleassee staaayyyy."
I ran after him, begging. An unexpected wave crashed on my back and I went tumbling like I was in a washer machine.
Oh gawd I am just like some major klutz that shouldn't be allowed out of her room to see broad day light. I'm constantly making a fool out of-
Just then an arm grabbed me by the waist and pulled me up.
Oh great. The lifeguard had to come and rescue me. How embarrassing... unless he's cute... ;)
Gasping for air, I reached the surface I glanced up to see my rescuers face...
And it was Josh! He had run bacck in to save me! Yippee!!
Hmmm... maybe if I just pretend to be unconscious he'll have to take me to shore and give me mouth to mouth...
"Cough, cough!"
Ugh! Why did I have to have an involuntary cough right then? So much for that plan. Well one good thing was I was sitting in his arms and looking in his eyes. My perfect kiss, in the making.
Life Lyrics...
"Kiss the Girl" by Ashley Tisdale
Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It's possible she wants you too
There's one way to ask her
It don't take a word, not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
The Lyrics in Life 2
Yeah so now there's no school and it's summer... whoopieee right? Well... whoopiee I guess but now I don't have a guarantee I'll get to see Josh everyday. I mean sure I know we'll hang out, 'cause we're really good friends and all... but still. Well we go to the beach a lot. Oh and... well yeah...
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It's great that he trusts me enough to tell me his crushes... but really I think I'd be better off not knowing. Like seriously. You know what makes matters worse there was a time when he told me he was like cuh-razzzyy in love with AMANDA. AMANDA. My best friend AMANDA. My like half sister, AMANDA! I was shocked. Shocked. Whyyy??? Amanda? Come onnnn, you're supposed to like meeee. I was jealous but... didn't have to be jealous for long 'cause she didn't like him back. =] I know he's my friend I'm supposed to be sad and sympathetic for him... but I want him to like meeee soo when he finally got over her, it was a relief until... his new crush came into the picture. Yeah Nicole... and I like Nikki and all I mean she's my friend too, but I don't know she can be... umm manipulative... to put it nicely. Yes, so Josh and I are at the mall at Ruby's Diner and guess who's there Nikki and her posse. =/ Woo Hoo and guess what? They come to talk to us. Yep, so here I am standing next to Josh talking to Nikki, Sami, Lindsey, and Lola. While Josh (quite the flirter) is chatting it up with Nikki, I head over to the Paul Frank Store, across the way. I saw this really cute bike in the window I was hoping to get for my birthday. "OH boy, I must really look like a loner," I thought. I'm standing in the store all by myself with the occasional shoppers, when someone "tazers" me from behind.
"Eeek!!"
A few shoppers glance, but then turn away.
"Hehe heyyy... calm down it's me," Josh says from behind me.
Relieved I turn around. "Ooo yesss!" I thought, he left Nikki and them for me.
"I was standing there with you one minute and then next minute your gone."
"Hehe yeahh... well you seemed kinda busy with - ya know Nikki..." I replied with air quotes around busy.
"Yeah well I saw you standing in here alone looking at this bike and I came to the mall with you so... I thought I'd come and join you."
Oh no, oh no, oh GAWD. I looked desperate... ok calm down he wanted to come to be with me... yeahh.
"It is a cute bike..." I said through the awkward silence.
"Well ya know, Ava, your birthday is coming up... ... maybe I could help get you a job to buy it!"
We both cracked up. I looked into his eyes. Although they were brown, a bland and quite plain color if you ask me, they were amazing. They were warm and kind, yet they seemed to have an adventurous and wild look to them; like they were dancing. I love his laugh, it's distinct. Distinct and different like my attraction to him...
Yeah I'll admit he's different from any boyfriend or crush I've had. Amanda can tell you that. She's heard all about each of them. There was that phase when I was into surfers, and then musicians, oh and now well jocks... well not any jock. Just football players in particular. =] Yeah football... I'm the kind of girl you might find out on the beach playing football with guys. And if the phase I'm going through now is Jocks (Football Players) then ahbviously Josh plays. Yep, he's a Wide Reciever; numero eighty. I go to all the games. What a supportive friend, huh? His friends say I'm like a personal cheerleader. I hate it when they say that.
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Ok so now I'm laying on my bed, with my iPod. And yes I am listening to a song. Wanna guess? Well it plays like on every commercial break on the Disney Channel. And it's my current "Life Lyrics" until I find a new one maybe a little similar... unless all of the sudden the wind begins to blow in my direction, then maybe you'll get a new kinda song. But until then you're stuck with...
"If We Were a Movie" by Hannah Montana
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with
In the end
We'd be laughin'
Watchin' the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song
yeah,yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in you voice
Oh sure,wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La,La
I'll be actin' through my tears
Guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in
Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And were together,
It's for real,
Now playin'
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like somethin' more than in my mind
I see it...
Could be amazing... <3
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It's great that he trusts me enough to tell me his crushes... but really I think I'd be better off not knowing. Like seriously. You know what makes matters worse there was a time when he told me he was like cuh-razzzyy in love with AMANDA. AMANDA. My best friend AMANDA. My like half sister, AMANDA! I was shocked. Shocked. Whyyy??? Amanda? Come onnnn, you're supposed to like meeee. I was jealous but... didn't have to be jealous for long 'cause she didn't like him back. =] I know he's my friend I'm supposed to be sad and sympathetic for him... but I want him to like meeee soo when he finally got over her, it was a relief until... his new crush came into the picture. Yeah Nicole... and I like Nikki and all I mean she's my friend too, but I don't know she can be... umm manipulative... to put it nicely. Yes, so Josh and I are at the mall at Ruby's Diner and guess who's there Nikki and her posse. =/ Woo Hoo and guess what? They come to talk to us. Yep, so here I am standing next to Josh talking to Nikki, Sami, Lindsey, and Lola. While Josh (quite the flirter) is chatting it up with Nikki, I head over to the Paul Frank Store, across the way. I saw this really cute bike in the window I was hoping to get for my birthday. "OH boy, I must really look like a loner," I thought. I'm standing in the store all by myself with the occasional shoppers, when someone "tazers" me from behind.
"Eeek!!"
A few shoppers glance, but then turn away.
"Hehe heyyy... calm down it's me," Josh says from behind me.
Relieved I turn around. "Ooo yesss!" I thought, he left Nikki and them for me.
"I was standing there with you one minute and then next minute your gone."
"Hehe yeahh... well you seemed kinda busy with - ya know Nikki..." I replied with air quotes around busy.
"Yeah well I saw you standing in here alone looking at this bike and I came to the mall with you so... I thought I'd come and join you."
Oh no, oh no, oh GAWD. I looked desperate... ok calm down he wanted to come to be with me... yeahh.
"It is a cute bike..." I said through the awkward silence.
"Well ya know, Ava, your birthday is coming up... ... maybe I could help get you a job to buy it!"
We both cracked up. I looked into his eyes. Although they were brown, a bland and quite plain color if you ask me, they were amazing. They were warm and kind, yet they seemed to have an adventurous and wild look to them; like they were dancing. I love his laugh, it's distinct. Distinct and different like my attraction to him...
Yeah I'll admit he's different from any boyfriend or crush I've had. Amanda can tell you that. She's heard all about each of them. There was that phase when I was into surfers, and then musicians, oh and now well jocks... well not any jock. Just football players in particular. =] Yeah football... I'm the kind of girl you might find out on the beach playing football with guys. And if the phase I'm going through now is Jocks (Football Players) then ahbviously Josh plays. Yep, he's a Wide Reciever; numero eighty. I go to all the games. What a supportive friend, huh? His friends say I'm like a personal cheerleader. I hate it when they say that.
____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____
Ok so now I'm laying on my bed, with my iPod. And yes I am listening to a song. Wanna guess? Well it plays like on every commercial break on the Disney Channel. And it's my current "Life Lyrics" until I find a new one maybe a little similar... unless all of the sudden the wind begins to blow in my direction, then maybe you'll get a new kinda song. But until then you're stuck with...
"If We Were a Movie" by Hannah Montana
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with
In the end
We'd be laughin'
Watchin' the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song
yeah,yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in you voice
Oh sure,wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La,La
I'll be actin' through my tears
Guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in
Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And were together,
It's for real,
Now playin'
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like somethin' more than in my mind
I see it...
Could be amazing... <3
The Lyrics in Life 1
I'm going to begin writing a fictional story for my blog... for entertainment I guess (yours and mine) I get bored and I like to write so... yeahh I'm gonna write this story oh and like I said it's fictional so if you see your name it doesn't mean it's you. So if a horrible and wretched person in my story happens to have your name it's most likely not you... unless your a horrible and wretched person well then I guess it could be you but I doubt it. Alrighty so here it is...
The Lyrics in Life
By:
Carolyn ******* (last named "starred" out for security reasons)
I hate it when he does this. I mean really, he drops the ball everytime. Confused? Let me fill you in. See there's this guy... yes, like in every other story there's a guy. Yeah but this guy's not just any guy, he's Josh. Josh... my best friend, Josh; ok, well my best guy friend, 'cause my best friend is Amanda... But I'll get to her later. Anyways... Josh *sigh* Josh. It wasn't until the beginning of this summer when I finally admitted to myself that I truly liked him. Everyone always asked me, "Do you like Josh?"
"Of course not! Ewww!" was always my automatic response, until about last month when Graci, one of my very good friends, asked me and that same old answer immediately dropped from my mouth. But later I thought to myself, "Why would people suspect that I like Josh?" And quite frankly that was when it hit me... the way I always was thinking about him, the way I always wanted to be with him, the way I always grew jealous when he was around another girl (which was quite often lemme tell ya), the way I hated school but got excited before class started 'cause he was in my first period, the way... the way... well I just figured it out ok so don't expect me to know everything about this stupid and sticky situation my idiotic heart got me into. If anything you should be asking my heart what's going on, not my brain.
Anyways you know how you can find a song to put in your profile or on your myspace that somehow explains your life at the moment? Well I've figured out that there's always a song that resembles my life and it's become somewhat of a hobby to me to find that song and then keep that song on repeat either on my iPod or in iTunes till it plays about one hundred and ninety seven times. Haha sounds funny but it's true so at the moment I can say that my current "Life Lyrics" are...
"What I Go to School For" by the Jonas Brothers
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
He is so amazing
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Boyfriends I've had plenty
But he's the one that I need
That's what I go to school for
*to be continued... <3*
The Lyrics in Life
By:
Carolyn ******* (last named "starred" out for security reasons)
I hate it when he does this. I mean really, he drops the ball everytime. Confused? Let me fill you in. See there's this guy... yes, like in every other story there's a guy. Yeah but this guy's not just any guy, he's Josh. Josh... my best friend, Josh; ok, well my best guy friend, 'cause my best friend is Amanda... But I'll get to her later. Anyways... Josh *sigh* Josh. It wasn't until the beginning of this summer when I finally admitted to myself that I truly liked him. Everyone always asked me, "Do you like Josh?"
"Of course not! Ewww!" was always my automatic response, until about last month when Graci, one of my very good friends, asked me and that same old answer immediately dropped from my mouth. But later I thought to myself, "Why would people suspect that I like Josh?" And quite frankly that was when it hit me... the way I always was thinking about him, the way I always wanted to be with him, the way I always grew jealous when he was around another girl (which was quite often lemme tell ya), the way I hated school but got excited before class started 'cause he was in my first period, the way... the way... well I just figured it out ok so don't expect me to know everything about this stupid and sticky situation my idiotic heart got me into. If anything you should be asking my heart what's going on, not my brain.
Anyways you know how you can find a song to put in your profile or on your myspace that somehow explains your life at the moment? Well I've figured out that there's always a song that resembles my life and it's become somewhat of a hobby to me to find that song and then keep that song on repeat either on my iPod or in iTunes till it plays about one hundred and ninety seven times. Haha sounds funny but it's true so at the moment I can say that my current "Life Lyrics" are...
"What I Go to School For" by the Jonas Brothers
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
He is so amazing
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Boyfriends I've had plenty
But he's the one that I need
That's what I go to school for
*to be continued... <3*
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Do you youtube?
I have a youtube account - Kabocious - so if you wanna check it out now go ahead but I haven't really added any vids recently but I should be sometime today... probably... hopefully... haha yeahh so keep checking it for updates and I'll probably post when I do update ttyl!
- C
- C
Monday, July 09, 2007
Some suh-weet tunes... <3 cuatro
- "Somos Novios" by Andrea Bocelli and Katharine McPhee
- "Hate" by the Plain White T's
- "Tony the Beat" by The Sounds
- "Right Here" by Miley Cyrus
Umm yeahh I know this one's really short but I'm going over to Tiffany's now haha cuz I think were going to make some silly videos for youtube yep yep!! So... bye! Oh and you can check out the videos on my account on youtube also called Kabocious like the blog or Tiffany's account, TonTonthelilpiggy =] alrighty then bye!!
- "Hate" by the Plain White T's
- "Tony the Beat" by The Sounds
- "Right Here" by Miley Cyrus
Umm yeahh I know this one's really short but I'm going over to Tiffany's now haha cuz I think were going to make some silly videos for youtube yep yep!! So... bye! Oh and you can check out the videos on my account on youtube also called Kabocious like the blog or Tiffany's account, TonTonthelilpiggy =] alrighty then bye!!
Hanging in the CaMpeR X3
Haha it's kinda cool I'm hanging out in my camper in my driveway with my sibs and friends cuz my dad needs to make some business calls and needs some privacy (ya know how loud us kids can get) I just finished some of summer reading. I finished like the first 40 pgs. of Charms for the Easy Life by Kaye Gibbons. Ehh, it's pretty good I guess... definitely bareable. Anyways yeah I'm listening to music and I'm just gonna post some stuff or maybe start rambling... hehe I tend to do that sometimes =]
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Good times... =D
Hey just wanted to say I luvvv playing the lyrics game with my friends Jen and Tony... luvvv emmm ta death!!! Yeah so that's it I guess... ILY JEN ILY TONY!! K I'm gonna go back to playing now hehe bye!!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Some suh-weet tunes... <3 tres
- "4 in the Morning" by Gwen Stefani
- "Let's Dance" by Miley Cyrus
- "Rock Star" by Miley Cyrus
- "Hero/Heroine" by Boys Like Girls
- "Can't Fight the Moonlight" by Lee Ann Rimes
- "Makes Me Wonder" by Maroon 5
- "Austrailia" by Jonas Brothers
- "Shut Up and Drive" by Rihanna
- "The Great Escape" by Boys Like Girls
- "Get It Shawty" by Lloyd
- "Summer Love" by Justin Timberlake
- "Give It To Me" by Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake & Nelly Furtado
- "Icky Thump" by The White Stripes
- "Because of You" Ne-Yo
- "2 Step (Remix) [EXPLICIT]" by Unk feat. T-Pain, Jim Jones & E-40
- "Face Down" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- "G.N.O." by Miley Cyrus
- "Headlight Disco" by The Click Five
- "Addicted to Me" by The Click Five
- "When Did Your Heart Go Missing" by Rooney
DAILY SHOUT OUT: Thanx Sami for helping list a couple songs haha!! ILY!!
- "Let's Dance" by Miley Cyrus
- "Rock Star" by Miley Cyrus
- "Hero/Heroine" by Boys Like Girls
- "Can't Fight the Moonlight" by Lee Ann Rimes
- "Makes Me Wonder" by Maroon 5
- "Austrailia" by Jonas Brothers
- "Shut Up and Drive" by Rihanna
- "The Great Escape" by Boys Like Girls
- "Get It Shawty" by Lloyd
- "Summer Love" by Justin Timberlake
- "Give It To Me" by Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake & Nelly Furtado
- "Icky Thump" by The White Stripes
- "Because of You" Ne-Yo
- "2 Step (Remix) [EXPLICIT]" by Unk feat. T-Pain, Jim Jones & E-40
- "Face Down" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- "G.N.O." by Miley Cyrus
- "Headlight Disco" by The Click Five
- "Addicted to Me" by The Click Five
- "When Did Your Heart Go Missing" by Rooney
DAILY SHOUT OUT: Thanx Sami for helping list a couple songs haha!! ILY!!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Some suh-weet tunes... <3 dos
- "Play With Fire" by Hilary Duff
- "Nobody's Perfect" by Hannah Montana
- "Life's What You Make It" by Hannah Montana
- "She Said" by Brie Larson
- "Hot" by Avril Lavigne
- "I Can Do Better" by Avril Lavigne
- "Pop, Lock, and Drop It" by Huey
- "Letter to the President" by Hawk Nelson
- "Lip Gloss" by Lil Mama
- "Nobody's Perfect" by Hannah Montana
- "Life's What You Make It" by Hannah Montana
- "She Said" by Brie Larson
- "Hot" by Avril Lavigne
- "I Can Do Better" by Avril Lavigne
- "Pop, Lock, and Drop It" by Huey
- "Letter to the President" by Hawk Nelson
- "Lip Gloss" by Lil Mama
Some suh-weet tunes... <3 uno
- "See You Again" by Miley Cyrus
- "Cupid's Chokehold" by Gym Class Heroes
- "Clothes Off!" by Gym Class Heroes
- "Pop Princess" by Click Five
- "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston
- "Easy" by Paula Deanda
- "Party Like a Rock Star" by Shop Boyz
- "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie
- "Stranger" by Hilary Duff
- "Summertime Anthem" by Mr. Capone-E
- "Buy You a Drank" by T-Pain feat. Yung Joc
- "Umbrella" by Rihanna
- "Daughters" by John Mayer
- "Runaway" by Avril Lavigne
- "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs" by Fall Out Boy
- "Everything I'm Not" by The Veronicas
- "Shoebox" by Brie Larson
- "Long Way 2 Go" by Cassie
- "Like a Boy" by Ciara
- "Put Your Records On" by Corrine Bailey Rae
- "Can't Help Falling in Love" by Elvis Presley
- "Risque" by Cute Is What We Aim For
- "Curse of Curves" by Cute Is What We Aim For
- "Fourth Drink Instinct" by Cute Is What We Aim For
- "Honestly" by Cartel
- "Say Anything Else" by Cartel
- "Underdog" by Jonas Brothers
- "Do What You Do to Me" by Katharine McPhee
- "I Could Get Used to This" by The Veronicas
- "Touchdown Turnaround" by Hellogoodbye
- "Here (In Your Arms)" by Hellogoodbye
- "Who Likes Who" by Jordan Pruitt
- "Miss Popularity" by Jordan Pruitt
- "Teenager" by Jordan Pruitt
- "That Girl" by NLT
- "Cupid's Chokehold" by Gym Class Heroes
- "Clothes Off!" by Gym Class Heroes
- "Pop Princess" by Click Five
- "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston
- "Easy" by Paula Deanda
- "Party Like a Rock Star" by Shop Boyz
- "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie
- "Stranger" by Hilary Duff
- "Summertime Anthem" by Mr. Capone-E
- "Buy You a Drank" by T-Pain feat. Yung Joc
- "Umbrella" by Rihanna
- "Daughters" by John Mayer
- "Runaway" by Avril Lavigne
- "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs" by Fall Out Boy
- "Everything I'm Not" by The Veronicas
- "Shoebox" by Brie Larson
- "Long Way 2 Go" by Cassie
- "Like a Boy" by Ciara
- "Put Your Records On" by Corrine Bailey Rae
- "Can't Help Falling in Love" by Elvis Presley
- "Risque" by Cute Is What We Aim For
- "Curse of Curves" by Cute Is What We Aim For
- "Fourth Drink Instinct" by Cute Is What We Aim For
- "Honestly" by Cartel
- "Say Anything Else" by Cartel
- "Underdog" by Jonas Brothers
- "Do What You Do to Me" by Katharine McPhee
- "I Could Get Used to This" by The Veronicas
- "Touchdown Turnaround" by Hellogoodbye
- "Here (In Your Arms)" by Hellogoodbye
- "Who Likes Who" by Jordan Pruitt
- "Miss Popularity" by Jordan Pruitt
- "Teenager" by Jordan Pruitt
- "That Girl" by NLT
WARNING I LIKE A LOT OF MUSIC
Just to let you in on a not so much of a secret I like music... A LOT!! Actually I LOVE it so be prepared for a longgg listt... well I probably won't put alll the songs I like cuz that's just not possible!! Besides I haven't heard every song yet so I couldn't tell you every song I like cuz there's always more to listen to!! =D
Space fillers
Yeahh... I just realized something... All those videos take up a lot of space hehe sooo I'm just gonna start naming some songs and if ya want you can look them up on iTunes or yahoo or youtube or whatevah! K so yeah I'm just gonna list them =]
yep so... it's the summer =D
SuMmeRoHseVeN <3
yesss... it's finally here... =D
just wanted to post something cuz I haven't in a while and I thought that maybe I would start posting vids of songs I like. Yeahh... so I'll start that now... haha
yesss... it's finally here... =D
just wanted to post something cuz I haven't in a while and I thought that maybe I would start posting vids of songs I like. Yeahh... so I'll start that now... haha
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