The Lyrics in Life 2

Yeah so now there's no school and it's summer... whoopieee right? Well... whoopiee I guess but now I don't have a guarantee I'll get to see Josh everyday. I mean sure I know we'll hang out, 'cause we're really good friends and all... but still. Well we go to the beach a lot. Oh and... well yeah...
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It's great that he trusts me enough to tell me his crushes... but really I think I'd be better off not knowing. Like seriously. You know what makes matters worse there was a time when he told me he was like cuh-razzzyy in love with AMANDA. AMANDA. My best friend AMANDA. My like half sister, AMANDA! I was shocked. Shocked. Whyyy??? Amanda? Come onnnn, you're supposed to like meeee. I was jealous but... didn't have to be jealous for long 'cause she didn't like him back. =] I know he's my friend I'm supposed to be sad and sympathetic for him... but I want him to like meeee soo when he finally got over her, it was a relief until... his new crush came into the picture. Yeah Nicole... and I like Nikki and all I mean she's my friend too, but I don't know she can be... umm manipulative... to put it nicely. Yes, so Josh and I are at the mall at Ruby's Diner and guess who's there Nikki and her posse. =/ Woo Hoo and guess what? They come to talk to us. Yep, so here I am standing next to Josh talking to Nikki, Sami, Lindsey, and Lola. While Josh (quite the flirter) is chatting it up with Nikki, I head over to the Paul Frank Store, across the way. I saw this really cute bike in the window I was hoping to get for my birthday. "OH boy, I must really look like a loner," I thought. I'm standing in the store all by myself with the occasional shoppers, when someone "tazers" me from behind.
"Eeek!!"
A few shoppers glance, but then turn away.
"Hehe heyyy... calm down it's me," Josh says from behind me.
Relieved I turn around. "Ooo yesss!" I thought, he left Nikki and them for me.
"I was standing there with you one minute and then next minute your gone."
"Hehe yeahh... well you seemed kinda busy with - ya know Nikki..." I replied with air quotes around busy.
"Yeah well I saw you standing in here alone looking at this bike and I came to the mall with you so... I thought I'd come and join you."
Oh no, oh no, oh GAWD. I looked desperate... ok calm down he wanted to come to be with me... yeahh.
"It is a cute bike..." I said through the awkward silence.
"Well ya know, Ava, your birthday is coming up... ... maybe I could help get you a job to buy it!"
We both cracked up. I looked into his eyes. Although they were brown, a bland and quite plain color if you ask me, they were amazing. They were warm and kind, yet they seemed to have an adventurous and wild look to them; like they were dancing. I love his laugh, it's distinct. Distinct and different like my attraction to him...
Yeah I'll admit he's different from any boyfriend or crush I've had. Amanda can tell you that. She's heard all about each of them. There was that phase when I was into surfers, and then musicians, oh and now well jocks... well not any jock. Just football players in particular. =] Yeah football... I'm the kind of girl you might find out on the beach playing football with guys. And if the phase I'm going through now is Jocks (Football Players) then ahbviously Josh plays. Yep, he's a Wide Reciever; numero eighty. I go to all the games. What a supportive friend, huh? His friends say I'm like a personal cheerleader. I hate it when they say that.
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Ok so now I'm laying on my bed, with my iPod. And yes I am listening to a song. Wanna guess? Well it plays like on every commercial break on the Disney Channel. And it's my current "Life Lyrics" until I find a new one maybe a little similar... unless all of the sudden the wind begins to blow in my direction, then maybe you'll get a new kinda song. But until then you're stuck with...
"If We Were a Movie" by Hannah Montana
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with
In the end
We'd be laughin'
Watchin' the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song
yeah,yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in you voice
Oh sure,wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La,La
I'll be actin' through my tears
Guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in
Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And were together,
It's for real,
Now playin'
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like somethin' more than in my mind
I see it...
Could be amazing... <3