Sunday, July 22, 2007

The Lyrics in Life 7

I'm at tiffany's... once again haha well here I go... like I promised one chapter a day so here I gooo....

continued...


I walked into the decked out living room, and instantly felt the energetic surge overcome me. After finding Amanda and the gang, we began to dance the night away. Josh seemed to be ignoring me... and Chris seemed to be... trying to get closer?
"I lovvve this song!!" I shouted over "Sandstorm".
"I know me too!! And that guy seems to be, too..." Amanda was staring behind me. "Who is that? He's hottt. Two syllable hot."
I glanced behind me. Of all people, it had to be Chris.
"Haha yeahh... except for the fact that that's... CHRIS!" I replied.
"Chris... Chris Motors? The one you went out with in seventh grade?"
"*sigh* yeahh..."
"Oh... well then, I mean, well... he's cute now!!"
Chris turned around and stared me straight in the eye like he could somehow tell I was talking about him. I looked away. Spinning back to face Amanda, I said, "Sure he's cute... but-" Amanda interrupted me.
"Eh hem... Ava..."
"What? ... oh gawd he's right behind me huh?"
Amanda nodded. I spun around to find Chris' face only inches from mine.
"So... I'm cute?"
"Hehe yeahh... about that..."
"Cute enough to dance with?"
He shot me a heart-melting grin, I couldn't refuse.
"Yes." I returned the super unforgettable smile.
I followed him out to the middle of the dance floor. And I don't know what happened to me, maybe the music just took control. I had sooo much fun dancing with him. I felt bad, about ya know... Josh. But it's not like Josh and I were ever a thing, or ever gonna be a thing. He seemed to be making it pretty clear that we're just friends. I can't wait for eternity, just hoping that out of the blue Josh suddenly loves me with all his heart. One minute we're dancing, the next minute we're dancing closer. I was dancing, maybe too close to him, but what happened next, I was not prepared for at all.
He bent down and kissed me. I didn't stop kissing him... it was just to overwhelming to stop. His lips were so soft against mine. The second his lips touched mine, it was like a reflex for my eyes to close. But when I opened them, what I saw was even more astonishing than him kissing me. It was the reaction of... Josh and Amanda. It was like the same look could have been plastered on both of their faces, almost duplicates. I pulled away from him, quick. I looked at Josh. Then at Amanda. Then at Chris.
"Look I'm sorry," I said to Chris, "I can't do this."
"Hey baby, don't speak." He pressed his finger over my lips, and pulled me closer.
"Don't." I pulled away from him and ran as fast as I could in satin pumps, all the way home. And didn't look back.
"Runaway" by Cartel
Face down; this is where it leads you - too far.
Buried covered now, you'll find peace - in the earth aground.
Stop now, there's no point in breathing - it's not allowed.
On the surface, how can you find - reason to move on?
Until then you can runaway.
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best;
I know you get what you get
you get what you deserve.
Hush now, don't say a word - it's out in the open,
And tell me how can you deal with all this weight?
Speak now, you must have a secret kept down,
Down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.
Until then you can runaway,
Do your best to hide your face.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

those lyrics are really deep. I almost feel bad for Ava....

Anonymous said...

WHY DID YOU KISS THAT GUY!?!? i thought you liked josh!!

the suspense is killing me...

Kabocious said...

thanx!! I'd love your thoughts... why do you feel bad for her?

Katherine said...

Why'd you go off and kiss some guy you dumped in seventh grade? You're just gonna have to do it again.Jeez Ava!

Kabocious said...

hahaha do it again?